natalie retelling james what she talked to nicole about outside.. im my own person, im not influenced by anyone, i dont care. i did my best. and i made it to F6 and im not evel dick being mean to people. i had breakdowns.. yeah.. and i know who i am at the end of the day.. i know taht not one person wasnt perfect. so if they are going to try and bash me. everyone had something to do with it. i dont care..