[UgotBronx]

2:13am JC talking to Brett feeds 1/2

JC: im not the kind of person who like you know.. i dont know.. i try to be very careful sometimes how i think and if i think im going to say it im going to stick to it

Brett; hmm

JC: An i fucking hate that that even if things happen im filled with pride. I know that is wrong most of the time, but i just cant change it. If i say I thought i was right then I kept thinking im right. it just kills me inside.

JC: I went to DR, tey talked to me, i told them like

BB: you are not allowed to talk about your DR with other HG's

JC: then i spoke to her and we are on good terms

Brett: good

JC: yeah.. she is making now like think. like cuz here we don't have anything to think about.

Brett: yeah cuz we have nothing to distract us

JC: yeah I feel like this is not something that would happen in real life and i feel that it would be a different thing. it fucking sucks!