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Old 04-28-2018, 09:31 am
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Maddy talks to the fans/camera


Maddy i will prevail in my mission to win that veto..

Maddy OH Canada, Im so sorry for the things that i've done. I know this is what i said i would do. And the fact that i did it genuinely does surprise me. And i know that my reception is not going to be good and Im not resigned to it by any means but im starting to become resigned to it.

I hope that outside this game, those that i love and careful understand taht i ahve to behave a certain way because it's a game.

the human side of me does not want to win this veto today because paras deserves to be here more than I do. she does! SHe ahs played a superior game and i ahve piggybacked off her game this entire time. And that is why i stand here in this room in F5 right now

I ahve done my own work but it's been hinged on how she 's treated me.. and if im getting played.. Im amazed and more respect to her she is he best game player in this house over all im coming to terms with 5th but that doesnt mean im not going to try and takje that veto away from everyone. i didnt come her for friends fans. i came for the $100K.. and being 5th is good..

Maddy thursday was my chance to pull it together.. but i didnt. i should have erased my tie breaker questions and i didnt.. i hold myself accountable for my actions .. and im really homesick.. I thought i could handle it.. and those that cant.. dont want it bad enough.. i learned things about myself in this game.. i didnt know and maybe they stay in this game.. the way i behaved is despicable.. I hope it's not getting it's tired to hear..

I do feel very sorry for myself. that is part of this as well but I feel honestly and truly sick about how i've been. i am a good person somewhere in here and i know it's hard to beleive considering how ive played this disgusting game that i've played

BUT I am out of my league her and i know that. I am so normal so normal and i am thrown into a house with a lot of above average humans. and not as people but human beings i know who is or isn't above average. i will ahve to get to know them outside of the house. But big personalities.. and i came in knowing that i also was .. and i am thankful that i was chosen that they saw in my that i could be in my league.. i think i should feel a little less sick aobut it. but i dont. i do feel sick. and this beautiful girl inside and out.. and she might lose her chase and she might have this moral issue.. and it's so sickening how i behaved.. i am in it now and i ahve to win.. and if i dont try it will amke it worse.. the person im am in here is not who i am.. (she's crying-choking up) So i will keep studying.. and i have not poised myself as a mental threat. It's a sick world in here.. and there is no consolation prize for this..

Everyone that said i was a snake youa re absolutely right i am.. but i pushed it as much as i could.. and all those Hg's at home I appreciate your role. and h i know how you probably seeing me and if you are interested ina friendship outside of it. that it would not be build on the foundation that i built inside this house and anyone taht is cheering for me that now you're not. i hope you find that person you can cheer for.. being independent doesnt make you weird and having yoru own opinion doesnt make you rude. it's standing up for myself doesnt make a bitch but given the context on how things played out and my actions i chose.. that saying that it would fall flat.. but i beleive those things in real life but i dont think i can back that up inside this house

it's a game that i played to the best of my ability.. and im ready to rip out of the hands's a $100,000 to a really good person but taking out of hers means it's closer to being in mine..

man o man im not going to sleep tonight.. i dont know if any of us will win it but we'll see.. I'll stop feeling sorry for myself.. this is too much i should focus more on studying.. are you sick of hearing all this..

maddy i think that i will find appreciation in all this.. i really do. I dont want to talk to anyone else but myself.. Dad im sorry you didnt raise me like this.. LETS DO THIS

back to studying
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